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Dee: I'm scared of sticking in a groove, also. I don't want to accidentally make things too static. I love - and maybe this is mostly selfishness - I love the way life changes and evolves. I think that should always be an option, even catastrophically. Even if I am upset by it too. Or liked it better before it changed. I want to see how everything unfolds! Selfish - because I want to believe that ending is a good and useful thing, or at the very least neutral. Because I don't want to write myself off as that fundamentally evil.
Alt text: you know, like how people are always saying that the death card in tarot isn't a bad card... can i take that as personal validation...